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Date: Monday Time: 8:28 AM
why can't they just respect me for that it isn't easy for me already yet mocking me for what i did what i did is a mistake? i don't feel that way it's what i feel like doing at that point i happened to read something it's true i know i have thought about it that way but problem is the reality is always changing my thinking but what i can do i have already done my part i know and i don't believe in getting back what i have put in cos it's life sparing a thought for others before myself, is it a wise thing to do? i need an answer what matters the most you are happy will do back to top. |
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Date: Sunday Time: 12:21 PM life
meaning I will know more Yes, I did know more making me starting to wonder making me think twice already They ain't dogs after all What the shit is wrong with them freak it la dey Can't be bothered much already Freak my throat and nose now Problem shit Shitty life I have Wtf Fml back to top. |
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Date: Friday Time: 9:44 AM life
why? my throat hurts badly pain with dryness within, sucks someone told me yesterday : work is work cos i keep giving the sad face but someone was right work is work i should not mixed it up never mind, relac only thanks to that someone who reminded me (: worrying for MM pract now. hopefully i can get it done by today if not sun i sure knocked out once i reached home video i haven even watch halfway and the words is already 600plus how am i gonna summarize, rephrase as my points are in point form now halfway more to go for my video and don't know how more words to type in yet i need to summarize everything into 900 - 1000 words fml back to top. |
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Date: Wednesday Time: 12:50 AM life
just done with UR Assignment my brain ain't functioning properly throat hurts like wtf blocked nose which might affect me when i am sleeping later i didn't relac awhile just now sorry to myself but i am just confused with the number how many are there sigh back to top. |
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Date: Monday Time: 4:49 PM realize
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in. Take time to realize, That I am on your side Didn't I, Didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple No I cant spell it out for you If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other And will never find another Just realized what I just realized We'd never have to wonder if We missed out on each other now. Take time to realize Oh-oh I'm on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you. Take time to realize This all can pass you by Didn't I tell you But I can't spell it out for you, No its never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you. If you just realized what I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other Then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realized We'd never have to wonder if We missed out on each other now. It's not always the same No it's never the same If you don't feel it to. If you meet me half way If you would meet me half way. It could be the same for you. If you just realized what I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other Then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realized We'd never have to wonder Just realized what I just realized If you just realized what I just realized Missed out on each other now Missed out on each other now a meaningful song for a meaningful life reminded by friend about this song (: back to top. |
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Date: Time: 2:19 PM life
telling myself "relac ah" this is what P always tells me randomly so its like a reminder for me everytime i'll stay cool (: lac only let it be how many you there are there are 2 of ME and only i know which 2 (: mich just showed me about this kitty lab thingy guess i will be going down with my dearest jie jie men next wed (: PLEASE BE FREE! now only LIM is free, the other 2 ka jie dont know free not. ): i want go there! damn cool! i am so asking my parents to pay for me, what a bitch i am! HAHA! http://www.kittylab.com.sg/ back to top. |
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Date: Time: 3:17 AM two is better than one
all the songs sent by jit 1 of it was pretty not bad http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILS6ULfhIhI&feature=related go listen to it (: shall sleep after this song. back to top. |
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Date: Saturday Time: 11:01 PM life
each day's happening never seems to be brought over to the next each day's happening might turned out as a miracle each day's happening might turned out as a disaster treasure each day's happenings expect the unexpected for the next back to top. |
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Date: Time: 2:07 PM life
other will accept me for who i am and not for the me that isn't me yesterday couldn't be better off the day was hectic in certain ways but towards the end of the day everything turned fine partly was the talk with jason and yijie at KAP it did made me think and felt better thanks P and VP (: smile because i deserve smiling (: back to top. |
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Date: Time: 12:58 AM life
1) learn drums, have this thought since year 1 but no time. but i am wondering if i can even have a drum set placed at home, oh man. no drum set play what drums sia, waste of my money. 2) learn driving, waiting for miss michelle to turn 18 3) buy alot of hands on stuffs to DIY things everything needs money! argh! i need money! i need a job! ): ROAR! back to top. |
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Date: Friday Time: 9:47 PM life
Believe it or not losing hope enough of enthusiasm that was faked Time to be who I am All the shouting and screaming made my throat hurts once again I ain't happy I didn't wanted to show it out but my face seems to tell it all to others in the midst, it drizzle but it stopped Thankfully I want to make myself sober What a way to escape from reality What a Bitch back to top. |
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Date: Time: 9:38 AM life
being enthu acting though i am fine in class now seems like i am in my own world i want to talk to someone i feel like skipping class today i feel like going CH's council corner, sit there and cry the tears is already lingering yet i cant let it out what has become of me i need to talk to someone i cant wait for tonight so let my feelings out when will i be independent enough without the worrying i have for others can i just be heartless enough can i just let the others be shit, my tears are coming out already what a bitch i am why am i such an emo bitch it's been long since i felt so depressed. i am sorry, sorry for being myself why am i feel bad for being who i am maybe i just didn't want this to happen back to top. |
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Date: Thursday Time: 10:27 AM life
Sony's Jalou People go see this. http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/specifications/jalou?lc=en&cc=sg i want to have that cos i like flip phone. And it looks prettyyyyy! My current phone is good for going online and messaging. But you know, girls. like nice nice preettyyy ones. LOL! Let me consider and see the price. Black looks nicer? back to top. |
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Date: Time: 12:29 AM life
will time prove me wrong or prove me right up to this point of time, i have no answer still after so much things that happened so much things that is being gone through i came to realised i might be regretting for my decision for it that i made on 18th Oct i am sorry, to those who understand really sorry i don't know why am i feeling this way spending time alone will make me think that's why today i am just being reminded of 1 thing loving someone means not holding back that someone loving someone doesn't mean you have to have that someone loving someone is to see that someone being happy loving someone is to see that someone soaring high even without you does all this defines love? ok, i am not emo-ing or something. this is what i am taught for my Understanding Relationship class. Pls don't be mistaken alright. though all those words did make me think about my present life but ultimately love is not the right word for me to use UR class really made me think of what's going on in my life now i realised alot of things, can be good or bad back to top. |
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Date: Wednesday Time: 9:48 PM life
can you tell me what to do why is it me always the one i sense the differences or is it me that is thinking too much i hope i am but fact is failing on me i have no idea who to go too regarding this this is driving me crazy what am i suppose to tell myself thought through pros and cons all this is really suicidal kind i need the strength voice from within is getting weaker i hate myself being like that i wish there is always someone permanent for me to go to but friends are always busy with their issues too and not all i can go too at times my day was awesome making me feel blessed at times fact will just slapped me in the face fact is so real that i cant avoid but of course, the words will always cover the negative thoughts i have in me me and my thinking i am sorry, SC. hope you don't see this ): back to top. |
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Date: Tuesday Time: 3:23 PM life
will Santa give me that present i have in mind as my x-mas present ): i hope this year's x-mas will be better Santa, please ): oh man i ain't asking for alot right ): amour random note : i just ask jia jia to go see that album. hahaha! she so KPO uh (: hahaha back to top. |
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Date: Time: 12:08 PM life
with so much in my mind i came to realise within me there is a conclusion i suppose after all the words said and replies after so much of thinking i am afraid afraid that councilship will end i never expected me to tear once i have the thought that councilship is ending soon and i teared yesterday i think i will miss them to the max because laughters will never failed on me when i am with them the crappyness, nonsense of them always make my day not to forget what is going on in me i realised it's not gone it stayed on but i am suppressed it to a corner already keeping the words, feelings within is best for both worlds my throat is hurting badly damn it bitch how to cure it siol, neh neh back to top. |